Saturday, October 25, 2014

Moment to Moment.

It's the key to truthful acting, truthful relationships, and the only way to notice the small and wonderful things. Living moment to moment. I've been here long enough to feel settled. I started out counting the days, weeks that I had been here. I'm at the point where I could begin counting the days, weeks that I have left here. But I won't. Because now is when all the living happens. Now is when the newness has worn off and I see things in their realistic light. The pros? I'm starting to build relationships and find habitual comforts. The cons? It's easy to let it all pass me by like a semi on the freeway. Time is a gruesome friend. You can't have newness without fear or oldness without apathy. The only anecdote and way to catch all the goodness around you is to live step by step. breath to breath. word to word. moment to moment. Here are some moments from this week that I'm storing in my soul-food box:


 On a whim, I was asked by a faculty member if I wanted to dance in a re-staging of a site-specific piece commemorating the poet Dylan Thomas. We were asked to perform the piece a second time in Warrington at an arts festival. We opened for the dance company 12 Degrees North. It was such an incredible privilege to share the stage with these individuals and others. It was my first "modern dance" performance and it's something I'll cherish forever. 


 Spending a whole day on Bold Street with Misbah and Brooke. Vintage coats and mugs on the shopping list. 

Bakchich Lebanese Street Food. Bold St, Liverpool. 


Walks on Ruff Lane from Ormskirk to Edge Hill.
The leaves are changing, the air is cool, and the sights are ever-charming.

Monday, October 20, 2014

L O N D O N

I'm still trying to process everything that happened these past three days. It was a whirlwind of an adventure and I walked away with a love of this wonderful city. Brooke, Mesa, and I (go OCU!) caught the 2 am bus from Liverpool to London on Wednesday. We hit the ground running as soon as we arrived and didn't stop until we returned to Ormskirk at 7 a.m. on Sunday morning(...we were all a bit grumpy, stinky, and ready for a free toilet by this point).
Here's just a few pictures and snapshots from this blessed adventure!  

Walked in the footsteps of some pretty memorable dudes!

For 12 pounds, I stood in the stalls and watched The Royal Ballet perform Manon (Marianela Nunez in the title role!) at the Royal Opera House at Covent Garden. I cried after the first pas de deux, clapped until my hands were red during curtain call, and I didn't mind the standing AT ALL. I am immensely grateful to have experienced this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.


Finally got my specialty coffee fix at Kaffeine.
Americano and made-in-house almond milk. 


Stopped by for tea with the Queeney.(Just kidding...but the flag did indicate that she was home!)


Changing of the Guard. Way too crowded, but still special! Things Lonely Planet doesn't tell you:
1. The guards wear boots with little taps on them so that they click everywhere they go.
2. The band plays at each ceremony. Songs include: traditional military marching songs and..."We are the Champions".
3. The Beefeater hats are even more ridiculously awesome in person.


Shakespeare's Globe Theatre!(Well...the recreation of the original) Thatched roofs and fire don't mix very well. 


Taking in a Degas at the National Gallery. I definitely regret not spending more time here!

Official Masters of the Tube.

Until next time, London! <3



































Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Wanderlust Weekend at the Lakes

Brooke and I headed North. North to the Lake District. I had read of mountains and lakes. I left to find them. It was a weekend of walking and unveiling the England I had been dreaming of: green pastures full of sheep, mountain cottages, stone walls still standing from long ago, and charming towns full of history and good pubs. It rained...and rained...but it was nothing a good pair of hiking boots and a raincoat couldn't handle. We stayed at a hostel just outside of Ambleside on Lake Windermere, England's largest lake. Friday was an incredible day. We rose early and watched the sun break through the fog. Swans welcomed the morning and floated gracefully through the mist. It looked exactly like the last act of Swan lake, when all the swans rise up out of the fog after Odette jumps off the cliff. Cue the Tchaikovsky. It was pure magic.


 
We grabbed some coffee and headed towards the hills. We walked through Ambleside towards the 60ft waterfall of Stock Ghyll Force. Then, through a farmer's pasture via a broken stone wall and up the path towards the top of Wansfell Peak. The English Mountains are mostly free to roam and very accessible. Open pathways lead through private property and can get you just about anywhere. That was a dream come true for this wandering spirit.




We peaked in the fog and took some time for it to clear before heading down towards the small village of Troutbeck. We wandered into the Mortal Man Inn and Pub. They've been serving drinks and welcoming fell-walkers since the 1600s! After sitting by the fire and drinking a pot of tea, we headed on towards Townend, Skelghyll Wood, and Jenkin's Crag. I was almost in tears with how charming and old and wonderful and dreamy the cottages and countryside were.
Brooke's goal for the weekend was to hug a sheep. Yep, she wanted to full-on embrace one of those cute, woolly things. She got close...but they were always way more interested in eating grass.
As we were walking towards Skelghyll Wood, we came across a lonely sheep on the path between two stone walls. It was obviously lost and separated from the herd. This was Brooke's chance! If any sheep needed a hug, it was this little guy. But as we approached it, we were disgusted to realize that this sheep had been attacked. His tail was missing and he had oozing, bloody injuries all over his backside. His ribs were broken and caved in and maggots had infested his wounds. We gasped and stood there, expecting this sheep to collapse at any moment. But rather, he kept munching on grass. He could barely walk, but he managed to make his way down the path looking for the next yummy thing to eat. He was dying but seemed oblivious to it! It was such a strange sight. We wanted to help, but didn't know how. We didn't have a way to lead him to the nearest village and we both knew that it was only a matter of time before it died. Just as I was losing hope in helping, another walker came around the bend. We stopped her and told her the situation. Luckily, she was headed towards Townend and would see if she could inform someone there. And so we left that poor sheep and walked on.
It became so obvious to me why the Bible refers to us, God's children, as sheep and to Jesus as the Great Shepherd. So often we find ourselves lost, injured, covered in mud and mire, consumed by darkness. We are helplessly searching for something to satisfy our stomachs, our eyes, our thoughts, our emotions. We just keep scouring the earth for something that will heal us. Others look at us and say that there's no hope for us. We're too messed up. But then there's Jesus. And he sees a lost sheep who is never too lost or hopeless. He rescues us from our dark infections and places us in green pastures and beside quiet waters. He restores our soul. 
We walked on, pondering all of this. 



After Jenkin's crag, the path led back to Ambleside. It had been a long day. We were tired and hungry, but happy. We were waiting to cross the street into town when an older women started talking to us. She greeted us and asked what we were coming from. She was interested in the fact that we were Americans. She started pouring out wisdom, about perspective and love. At this point, we were standing on the median in the middle of the street. I really enjoyed talking to her, but I just didn't understand why here and now. It was apparent to me that this was a divine appointment but I couldn't help but think how wierd the timing was(but then again, I rarely understand God's timing). So I asked her if we could continue talking over tea. We meandered to the nearest cafe and she insisted that it be her treat! Her name is June. Her and her family came to the Lake District every year to hike the fells. Well, now it's just her. But she still comes. She's hard of hearing but she loves people and wants to talk to everyone. She began to share with us her passion for sharing love. "The only thing that is going to save this doomed culture is love". I couldn't agree more, June! She asked me what I was studying in England, and when I told her dance, she said "Do you wonder sometimes if you aren't going to make it?" "Yes, I do, actually." "Well, I want to tell you something that I believe deeply: Thoughts can change matter." She told me to verbally proclaim that "I am a dancer" 3 times and then to laugh out loud. She believes that this personal affirmation changes perspective, which ultimately, changes reality. 
My goal was to bless her, but she ultimately blessed me. 
She left us with, "All my friends are dying, but I realized that I can make new friends!"
Well, now you have two more, June!


The day finished with a performance in the hostel by a large group of Indian school children. They joyfully and energetically performed Bollywood dances for us. It was a perfect finish to a perfect day. 
Thanks, God. 

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Stretching out at The Higher Space in Liverpool.
Edge Hill Aerial Program.

Hello rainy days. 

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Market Days
Ormskirk, Lancashire


Afternoon Tea with all the fixings. O'Brien's Tea Rooms.


Brooke takes time to smell the roses.
Let's get moving! 
Classes have started and I've entered the "second stage" of living here. The first week was full of spontaneous adventures, meeting as many new people as possible, cultural integration, and trying to fall asleep to the sound of raging club music spilling over from the student bar just down the sidewalk. By the end of the week, I was ready for a routine. As much as I love being spontaneous... I started to feel burned out and useless, too tired and disorganized to fully enjoy anything. So I took the Sabbath to refocus spiritually. Now that I've been here exactly 2 weeks and have started classes, I am starting to feel like myself again! Quiet devotional time is back in my life (thank goodness) and so is eating healthy green things! (Fish & Chips are cheap, easy to find, delicious, and very British...so of course I ate them a TON last week). Along with these positive things, I also sensed myself exiting the "honeymoon stage". Not that I'm unhappy in any way, but I started to complain about things that I didn't even notice during the first week. But then I just remind myself of all the good and the temptation to complain soon disintegrates. 
Monday started with an Aerial 1 Theory Lecture. I've never studied dance theory and I'm actually super excited. It's going to require a good amount of research, but it'g going to benefit my practical application. 
On Tuesday I had a 6 hour Aerial class. SIX HOURS. We learned the basics of bungee, static line, and vertical wall. All requiring an incredibly painful hip harness. Harnesses are to Aerial as Point Shoes are to Ballet. The program is very prestigious and I am honored to have this opportunity. It's still sinking in. I really can't wait to see what God is doing here through all of this. 
I have Wednesdays off and then Post-Modern Dance on Thursdays. What I took from today's class: 

throw every conventional dance technique out the window and do whatever you want in whatever context you want just make sure you know what you're telling the audience and that's post-modern dance.

I like pointing my toes and I like telling stories. So a style of dance that doesn't require either is going to be very good for me. Cheers to stretching and growing as an artist!